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Live at the Monkey

by Joe Hickey

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Escape Plan 04:40
The airbrake fractures my newborn daydream Can I already be there? Can I already be there? Already drifting off on a rainy January morning At the bus stop, and blissfully unaware My eyes closed and hidden behind a curtain of skin That chains me to the moments I’m stuck in So I’ll keep one eye looking upwards and the other behind me Not sure what in the hell I’m expecting will find me But I bet it’s gaining fast, oh it’s gaining fast Oh my God, it’s not even 9am and I need a vacation Need some unfiltered inspiration Need a new penny to shine until it glows And I need a new stage to occupy and a new song to get me high And an audience like me escaping their woes Our eyes closed and hidden behind a curtain of skin That chains us to the moments we’re stuck in One eye looking upwards and the other behind me Not sure what in the hell I’m expecting will find me But I bet it’s gaining fast, oh it’s gaining fast These stubborn ducks won’t stay in their rows They’re evasive and they’re dancing in the aisles And I question every day this future that I chose And it’s all I can do to crack a smile So I’ll head up the road just a couple miles Maybe hang out at Blakes for a little while I’m gonna sing with my friends and smile Oh even when it ain’t Monday, I’m used to salvaging some days With what my eyes see when they’re… Closed and hidden behind a curtain of skin That chains us to the moments we’re living One eye looking upwards and the other behind me Not sure what in the hell I’m expecting will find me But I bet it’s gaining fast; please, let it be gaining fast
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Extinction 03:57
What if it's over tomorrow? What if they got it right this time? Their biblical figuring yielded a date So they sold their possessions and eagerly wait We laughed it off, so crazy No wait that it's curtains for mankind, right? Right?! But what if 24 hours remain before we beg for more minutes in vain Let's use what we've got whether or not it's really coming round the bend Carpe diem, I don't see a miracle saving us from the end I'm having my best friends over We're cooking up a feast to see us through A full stomach to give us reserves And a little cabernet to steady the nerves For the winding road to whatever we are due A journey, a flash, an ascension, a crash Or just a fade to black and we're through But 24 hours remain before we beg for more minutes in vain Let's use what we've got whether or not it could be coming round the bend Carpe diem, I don't see a miracle saving us from the end I don't know if our own hands will guide it Or if we're gonna be squashed like ants Will it be a rapture from the desert, oh, a real team effort Or a one-by-one transplant, to a place where our Suffering's bypassed Oh, an Eden in the vast All I've got is this day, ain't nothing worth more, so, hey! I'm gonna live it like my last... like my last, because maybe... 24 hours remain before we beg for more minutes in vain Let's use what we've got, ready or not it could be coming round that bend Carpe diem, I don't see a miracle saving us from the end Carpe diem, I don't see a miracle... oh, a miracle
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Safety Dance 02:52
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Need a little better aim when I shoot Times tickin' down and I'm coming from out of bounds And the play call might be moot Listen for the sound of a brand new battleground And all I really need is the word Secrets unfolding and dreams deferred And what am I doing here? What am I doing here (What the fuck?!) Need a little more whiskey to sleep (Absence makes the) heart start racing And the mind seek memories to keep Just in case you're hellbent on erasing Every little trace of the word Motives hidden but suspicions confirmed And what am I doing here? What am I doing here (What the fuck?!) This is not me, cannot unsee Nor comprehend means to your end Seeing in dreams where this could lead Where are you, dear? And what am I doing... here?! What am I doing here What the fuck?!
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I Know 04:57
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Sure would be nice to be rich someday I would snap my fingers and I’d have my way Wouldn’t have to worry about every price I pay Except what I shelled out to get this way Amass your wealth, you might sacrifice yourself Protecting all that money can’t do wonders for your health I’ve lost my way to center, can’t put my worries on the shelf A pedestal sure sounds like a nice place The clouds beneath me and above me only space The air is clearer and the sun always shines upon my face What a waste, and what a long long way down to fall from grace Gave up being holy, forgot being wise The top of the heap was just the bottom in disguise I thought it so idyllic, but the same fear applies Do it for the love, do it for the joy and the thrill ‘Cause being the best ain’t ever gonna cure all your ills Bring yourself to life, baby, because nothing and no one else will
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You need your enemies like you need your friends And you need world peace like a hole in your head Salvation, what could be further from heaven sent? ‘Cause God loves a villain, an evil to rail against Where would all our energy go without somewhere to aim? Tell me, would we explode without a world to save? I need a drop of darkness to help discern the light Everytime I’m wronged I get that much better at recognizing right And I want to freeze, because melting felt so nice I’ve got balance and contrast locked within my sights We’re all rocks bouncing up and down this hill And the sharp edges fade With every collision with the ground We’re closer to perfect and closer to saved The thief, the terrorist, the murderer, the liar Slap a target on his back, and crown your new Messiah No good without evil, no fire without ice So here’s your sacrificial lamb to save you from your own device You need cracks to fall through and you need mountains to climb Does time heal all wounds or do wounds just mark the time? Where would all our energy go without somewhere to aim? Tell me, would we explode without a world to save?
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Deserving 03:51
There’s a disconnect between what you expect to see In the mirror’s version of reality And what stares back, you see only what you lack All the sub-microscopic cracks You’ve gotta go easier on you You think it’s moving you forward but it’s dragging you down Easier on you… easier… And would it kill you to feel deserving? Nothing’s perfect but it’s worth it anyway Would it kill you to feel deserving? The impostor at the door, that’s who you’re waiting for ‘Cause the whole world’s gonna know your secret before Too much longer, what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger Until it pulls you under You think it’s moving you forward but it’s dragging you down Easier… easier… And would it kill you to feel deserving? Nothing’s perfect but it’s worth it anyway Would it kill you to feel deserving? This tree can’t have grown From these tiny seeds you’ve sown, you swear You steal the thunder from Every lightning bolt that comes from thin air And so it won’t be long before A smoking splintered mess is all that’s left there You think it’s moving you forward… There's a disconnect between... You think it’s moving you forward but it’s dragging you down And would it kill you to feel deserving? Nothing’s perfect but it’s worth it anyway Would it kill you to feel deserving?
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Criminal 04:10

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A live recording of Joe Hickey's May 20, 2018 performance at The Creek Monkey Tap House in Martinez, CA.

All tracks beginning with "---" are stage banter, only.

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released October 1, 2018

Performed by Joe Hickey

Songs Written by Joe Hickey (tracks 1, 3, 7, 13, 16, 18), Fiona Apple (9, 20), Ivan Doroschuk (5), Roland Orzabal/Curt Smith (11), and David Byrne/Tina Weymouth/Chris Frantz (14)

Hosted, Engineered, Mixed & Edited by Eli Moody

Co-Produced by Joe Hickey and Eli Moody

Cover Photo by Jin Shirai

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Joe Hickey Martinez, California

Joe Hickey is a teacher-by-day/rockstar-by-night, moving audiences in the SF Bay Area since 2003.

To his solo music, he brings a love for unusual imagery and stark honesty, and marries it to folk, rock and pop influences ranging from Ani DiFranco to Jethro Tull to Fiona Apple to Gentle Giant to Jeff Buckley, drizzling his pleading but powerful tenor voice all over that potent mixture.
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